we're the smile on your face

sometimes it just feels better to give in

2006-12-16T08:05:36Z

and it's all too familiar

and it happens all the time.

this is stupid. i hate it. i hate everything right now.
it's not like it really mattered in the first place.

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-11-24T21:55:00

2005-11-25T05:58:38Z

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

concertsssss

2005-09-25T03:52:18Z

i went to the Eagles Concert last night
at the Staples Center. it was AMAZING
i had the best time with my sister, brother in law and mom.

and next month, i am going to a green day concert
with flogging molly and jimmy eat world :)
hell yea

and then after that, in november
i am going to a Simple Plan concert :D
cuz my mom is the coolest and bought me tickets to it wahaha

and then in december, i get to go
to a Joan Baez concert. she is an awesome person

o and last night i saw nick and aaron carter at Mel's Drive in
hahahahahaha

good times indeed :)

<3 lots of love

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-08-12T18:03:00

2005-08-13T01:08:40Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BROTHERS!

you guys are already teenagers! how crazy!!! now there are THREE teengaers in the house, it will be fun :) i am so glad to have you guys as brothers, i love you both so much and it will be awesome with you two in the house for the next two years <3

love you guys! have the greatest birthday!

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-08-06T17:14:00

2005-08-07T00:19:13Z

Everybody's screaming,
I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I'm slipping off the edge,
I'm hanging by a thread,
I wanna start this over again.
So i try to hold onto
A time where nothing mattered
And i can't explain what happened

I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-07-26T19:51:00

2005-07-27T02:53:43Z

HI! this is megan updating my good freind larry's lj... she told me to put anything i wanted MUAHAHHAHAHA i feel powerful so here i go

this is my favorite picture of larry, well sierras there to but its so cool
this is BATMAN LARRY!
hehehe
this is larry at school in our snappy uniform.. were the classic catholic school girls.. nice on the outside but BAD on the inside lol ya thats us
this is larry in a jungle of bambo w/ a tiara making her our pretty panda princess larry... pandas arnt spotted there cowed
this is larry explaining somehting to sierra lol wow i LOVE that picture cause its SO them
larry wants to model twixes some day
larry at school again
you tell them larry
aww paper hat how i miss thee

dont you just want to do her!
us at school

winter formal good times
and last but definently not least

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-06-29T16:56:00

2005-06-30T00:04:59Z

today is my three month with Michael Brian Fowler and he means so much to me. i dont know what i would do without him. Thank you so much Mike forbeing there for me when you knew things were wrong and i was not doing so well. i cant tell you how much i appreciate it. i have so much fun with you sweetie and i think about you all the time and i can never wait to see you. you mean the world to me and i could never let anything happen to you. sorry about the perfum haha. i love you baby...

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-06-09T12:22:00

2005-06-09T19:23:56Z

SChOoL's OuT!!! WOOOOOO!!!

i can smell the summer air already :)

what are all your plans for the summer?

o yea and i got my license. im now mobile lol.

yea foo...

2005-05-30T03:09:00Z

HAPPY 16TH AL!!!

I hope your day was AWESOME

and SWEET and all that GOOD stuff

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN

and i hope it was the best ever :)

love you al.

p.s. it's Michael's and mine two month today. Happy Two Month Baby :) i love you <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-05-20T21:54:00

2005-05-21T04:59:06Z

i was supposed to get my license today
but i screwed up when making the appointment
so i have to go back on the 31st. gay.
went to the mall with Mike, Alysia, and Al
that was cool, i got new perfume it smells good :)
and i cant forget that today was Chelsea's sweet sixteen!
happy birthday Chelsea!
also, class elections were today
haha i doubt i came anywhere near winning but its all good
i think this year it was really crazy
cuz everyone was running and there were so many people to choose from
so GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO RAN!
everyone did awesome :)
<3 Lyric <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-04-29T14:04:00

2005-04-29T21:08:54Z

It's My One Month With Mike Today :)

one month has gone and i have never been happier with life

he makes me so happy its crazy

i dunno what i would do without him right now <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-04-06T16:38:00

2005-04-06T23:55:12Z

ooo boy. its been a eventful lately, my dad's, alysia's and my birthday and NEW YORK CITY, and Crespi yesterday <3

Meggie on the bus to the airport :)

my choir at the Metropolitan Opera House and right next to Juliard.... it was amazing

Meggie and i in front of the swan bushes at Tavern on the Green

Meggie and I again, but in front of the gorilla/godzilla bush lol

imagine all the people...

Hard Rock, helll yeaaaa!!

time square ... oooo look at the pretty lights lol

the other side of time square

Margaret and Bryanna

MONTY PYTHON!!! haha flippin hilarious

michelle and emily :)

me in front of the monty python poster

my choir under the awning thingy after the show

all dressed up and no where to go (actually we had just come back from the play)

we sang to the firemen, it was cool :)

at the church on my birthday, they brought me cake yummmm :) my dad, me, maitreya, nina, and pia. i get to see them over summer yay!!

mi padre y yo

and yesterday i got one pic of Mike <3 and Al at crespi... al was getting up to get back to practice lol

woweee good stuff man, i have had a great spring break and i go to san diego this weekend which should be awesome

i love you allllll <33333

Lyric

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-04-04T15:51:00

2005-04-04T22:55:13Z

ALYSIA IS SIXTEEN TODAY!!!!

AHHH I LOVE YOU ALYSIA!

you are truly AMAZING!!

we have had the best times <3

i LOVE you ALYSIA!

<33333

happy birthday my love :)

mike + lyric = complete awesomeness

2005-03-30T06:39:46Z

today was awesome <3
first, service hours actually only service hour and a half with alysia
tanning with alysia
seeing phil and his lazy self with alysia
trading pants with alysia (i am now a size five mother trucker!!)
alysia sleeping on the floor while i talked with michael <3
going to teh commons and getting chili fries with alysia
waiting for al and mike to join with alysia and me
Al chasing a duck almost making alysia cry from almost stepping on the duck
stupid movie with alysia mike and al
spilling skittles and eating them off the floor (that was al not me or alysia or michael)
whistling at these two strangers (al and mike)
al and mike acting gay in m. fredric's
MICHAEL ASKING LYRIC TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND
Lyric saying yes
running around in barnes and noble and taking the elevator in it with alysia getting scared
Al and Mike waiting for lyric and alysia to leave
starbucks
having to say bye to al and mike (longest bye known to man)
having phil visit lyric and alysia and talk to us for a long time
Al and Alysia are officially the most cutest couple in the entire world and are engaged
that has to be the cutest thing ever <3
p.s. im leaving for new york tomorrow for the rest of break with my choir and i will be back on my SIXTEENTH birthday haha (april 3 for any of you who dont know). im gunna miss everyone a lot but wish me luck for the competitions <333

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!

2005-03-24T00:03:48Z

ITS MEGANS BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY DEAREST SISTER IN LAW!

I LOVE YOU!!

HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY! YOU DESERVE IT! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!! <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-03-14T23:49:00

2005-03-15T07:54:15Z

:) its been a good day

i hope all of you had a good day too !!

1. I _____ Lyric.

2. Lyric is ____.

3. I think Lyric should _____.

4. Lyric needs _____.

5. I want to ____Lyric.

6. Lyric can ____ my ____.

7. Someday Lyric will _____.

8. Lyric reminds me of _____.

9. Without Lyric_____.

10. Lyric can be _____.

11. Lyric is _____.

12. Worst thing about Lyric is _____.

13. Best thing about Lyric is _____.

14. I am _____ Lyric.

15. I want to give Lyric _____.

*stole that from my Broudy*

i love you alllll <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-03-12T23:38:00

2005-03-13T07:44:48Z

today i went to carla's b day party !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARLA!

and i met a really cool guy and we had a good time talking :)

and today was also Kamala's Birthday!

HAPPY TWENTY SECOND KAMALA!! I LOVE YOU!

i will see you all soon <3

love youuuu

i tried to be perfect

2005-03-03T03:14:13Z

how come so many people are unhappy?
why can't everyone just have a good life for a change?
no one deserves to not be happy...

i promise i wont let you down

2005-02-24T04:08:53Z

i love you :)
<3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-02-15T18:54:00

2005-02-16T03:06:06Z

im horny. haha

i had an "alright" valentines day
but my broudy said that was a boring answer so i changed it to "pretty good"...
she doesnt think thats much better of an answer lol.

BOO!! thats for my stranger :)

Sierra wants me to show her whose her daddy!! lmao

<3 always,
Broudy's Kelkar

ok so here's how it goes

2005-02-04T05:38:34Z

there's 11 days until valentine's day...

and i don't have a valentine

this time of year is always kinda mushy but not for me lol

which one of you lucky people is gunna be my valentine??

hehe <3 Lyric, Larry, Lyrical

p.s. i love you all :) <3

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-01-26T15:56:00

2005-01-27T00:00:54Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIERRA!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

THE BIG ONE SIX!!!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!

I LOVE YOU SIERRA!

p.s. alysia says hi :) and happy birthday!!!

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-01-22T01:45:00

2005-01-22T10:02:02Z

winter formal was tonight!

fun fun stuff

thanks for coming with me michael! :)

Philly and Ellen

michael phil and pj having an orgy hahaha

mr. michael and i

michael phillip and i

me attempting to not pin michael with the stupid thingy. lol his mom had to do it for me

ellen and her date francis

chelsea and her date nick

melissa and her date don

they even feed each other!!

crista and her date justin with his hott lips mark on his cheek lol

i think franco took this picture... i didnt know he was taking it

me phil dieanna (sp??) and michael

me megs and michael

tonight was awesome! i had the best time and michael's mission was accomplished lol.

afterward we went to michael's and then him and phil and franco rocked out on the guitars and basses. they sounded great.

so im tired and its like 2 int he morning so i will talk to you all later! love you !!

p.s. i love sierra!

addicted_2_sp @ 2005-01-10T15:24:00

2005-01-10T23:28:08Z

if you could have one thing in the entire world that you don't already have, what would it be?

and i just want to say... i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies, this is the dawning of the rest of our lives, on holiday

<3 Lyric

New Year

2005-01-03T02:02:39Z

New Year

New memories

New people

New good times and hard times

New adventures haha

Let's make it a great one =)

p.s. Sierra Rocks!!! i miss my wife!

p.p.s. i love you all !!!!!